Down On My Knees

Am I drunk on tenderness, pain or vodka?

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Masochistic desires to be treated as worthless, experience fear: possibilities vs. fantasies. Humiliation is not a lifestyle choice.

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An old homoerotic BDSM magaine with bondage covers.

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Transitory confusion as my BDSM desires sort themselves out after the end of my prior relationship.

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My attempts - always failed - to enjoy pornographic movies.

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If women say they aren't superior how can submissive men promote gynarchy as an ideology?

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Trying to sort out the physical and emotional compulsions at work in my sexuality now that I'm alone.

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The effect of heavy masturbation on my masochistic desires.

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A simple summary of the erotic education afforded by a romance that included BDSM and fetishes.

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Creating a successful BDSM, kink or fetish site or community isn't easy and you can't charge for it.

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Asexuality and the odd nature of my own erotic psychohistory.

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Sometimes my own sadistic and dominant desires overcome me.

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How the mind works to create simple stereotypical views of BDSM interaction.

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And so probably ends my thoughts about extended BDSM scenarios.

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Damn, I can't sleep, I'm not getting anything worthwhile done.

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This bottom isn't very comfortable with the idea of serving, pleasing more than one top at at time.

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More Durham, NC ISO BDSM: contemplating submission without emotional involement is a huge challenge.

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Choosing a handle, identity, name for use for my search for tops in Durham, North Carolina.

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A specialized version of kinky thirst scenarios.

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The romance that almost destroyed me, leaves me damaged, crippled to this very day.

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More psychological sadomasochism involving isolation and neglect.

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Dominant women who don't want to mix BDSM with love or romance.

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For a long time this was my greatest masochistic obsession.

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How this sterotypical kink became both a form of expressing love and submission.

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Showing sane caution in searching for a dominant person in Research Triangle Park, NC.

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Examples of practical issues I may face in meeting anyone for BDSM play in Durham, NC.

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Submissive desires involving lonliness and being rendered emotionally needy.

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A youthful fantasy that captures surprisingly well a then invisible desire for helplessnes and powerlessness.

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