How Alexandra and I Met

Alexandra and I had known each other in a virtual fashion for years before discovering that we shared complementary inclinations in sadism and masochism.

We'd each thought of the other as a possible romantic partner but distance made that seem impossible.

Several months ago Alexandra and I started chatting about my then ending relationship. She pointed out that my passionate desire to please my lovers sounded not unlike an ardent male slave. Initially startled I realized that she was right. My long buried desire to worship and serve were simply different degree of the same emotional qualities that have made me an attentive and caring lover.

We came out with each other about our respective kinky needs and began talking of possibly finally meeting and seeing how well we'd get along in real life.

The sketches section of this weblog are short bits I wrote in an attempt to respond to some of the fetishes she possesses and to illustrate some of my own. Writing scenarios was a way to communicate without seeming needy or demanding.

Alexandra has a strong erotic connection with her feet and takes great pleasure in a variety of footwear. I found myself helplessly adapting to this pleasure of hers.

One night she put on a webcam show of shoes. I was happy enough to see them. In the middle of the night I awoke to see her toes.

It was in the morning at the shop when I found myself staring at a bookcase not even knowing that I was standing there that I realized I'd gone off into some sort of - oh what, trance, epiphany? - focused on her toes. Took me an hour to force myself out of it.

If she could affect me so strongly at a distance you can imagine how wonderful it has been to know her in the flesh.