Bondage as Bliss
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Continuing my looting of usenet I liked the way one post captured part of the emotional satisfaction of bondage. But first.
I certainly can recognize the design from some early English drawings of prisoners but not the term “cavert.” Immobilization is fascinating isn’t it?
Full body shackling in various forms hasn’t been in 99% of my fantasies, though it seems like it. Some approximation of this must come to me at least once a week (when not several times a day).
I used to feel like that, about bondage. Being tied up (not with ropes, back then it was with leather cuffs, locks, and chains) left me in that state of mind where nothing matters but what I am feeling. There is no tomorrow, yesterday doesn`t exist anymore. I don`t have any responsibilities, duties, stresses… my mind is fully occupied by what is being done in the moment *right now* Used to be the most relaxing thing I`d every experienced, and a guaranteed way to get me to de-stress and calm down when life`s problems got to be too much to deal with.
It didn`t reall matter what restraints were used; it was the sensation of being bound, helpless, not in control, not active. I loved it, I really miss that state of being.
It certainly helps me relax into a surrendered mental space.
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I’ve felt this aching in my joints since I was a child. Its only ever been soothd by struggling against something. Being pulled and pushed and stretched like taffy.. I suppose my body decided this is what it wanted early.
Posted by: samantha | September 9, 2011 4:18 PM