In the Closet
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The image of a closet of part of BDSM came to me from a story I read, maybe on Nifty.
After being punished the guy was bound then shoved into a closet for the night. The closet itself didn’t impress me. Being so curtly disposed of did.
Then came my conditioning fantasies. Imagine being kept in a closet all night while a tape respectively reminded you of your new status. Or outlined rules you were supposed to learn. (In the 21st century it would be an MP3 on a CD that repeats. Still, like many conditioning acts, a regular fantasy for me. Add a hood and cuffs and yum!)
Don’t stop there. Add a light that flashes on at random. Better yet make that a set of strobe lights. Sleep deprivation added a nice touch: imagining myself beginning the next day completely malleable.
Several times recently I said to Alexandra “Or just put me in the closet.” Not the expression of a closet fetish; my intent was to say: do whatever you want.
The living room coat closet has been kept empty for possible kinky use. The other day I thought I’d crawl in it. My intent was to find a dark quiet place for thinking about Alexandra. To make it the special place - while she is away - for meditating on my submissive feelings for her.
Damn that is a small closet: so snug I momentarily feared I’d be trapped. But I struggled out.
It goes to show that you should always test anything. Not that the closet can’t be used. The next time I’ll know what I’m doing.
The tightness is - naturally - kind of exciting. Though if I’m just sitting on the floor it means Alexandra can’t keep me in there as long as I’d like and she’d think was too long anyway :-)
There’s kneeling in the closet (I do have a fair amount of padding for the floor.)
Maybe even sitting on a chair in it should we ever go for some sort of duration play.
Or maybe it will just a place to keep clothing.
Comments
I like this idea. You can also create a place like this in your mind - a place you can access no matter where you are. Instead of a therapist recommended “safe place” or “happy place”, it could be your “submissive place” - your place where you are cloaked in her control, her love, her strength (and yes, I’ve just been inspired by you regarding a new hypnosis mp3 - smiles).
Posted by: Lady Julia | November 27, 2006 12:01 AM
The thought of setting aside a quiet space for aligning my heart that was inspired indirectly by what you wrote about hypnosis.
Posted by: Richard | November 27, 2006 6:08 AM
this is an idea i also like and my pet and i practice often. However, i don’t leave him in the closet for long periods of time but rather find it more interesting to instruct him to stay in once position for, say, an hour and if he’s not in that positon when i return, the proper punishment ensures. But regardless, A good time is usually had by all.
Posted by: Cypressa | November 29, 2006 1:31 AM
Is this some kind of sacred claustophilia? What you describe sounds alot like a prayer closet or a confession booth. You may be on the verge of creating new ways to praise and worship your idol, Alexandria
Posted by: BlackScorpian_VII | November 29, 2006 5:11 PM
The parallel with prayer closets struck me as well. Small private space where you can focus your mind with distractions blocked out.
Though I write about the kink - it is fun and we enjoy doing it - the desire to worship is often what really overcomes me when she is away.
Posted by: Richard | November 29, 2006 6:35 PM
the closet is a great idea, i often put my slave there for thinking time,, sshe too has to be in the same position master left her there
Posted by: jim gro | December 10, 2009 2:25 PM
We have a tall, narrow broom closet which is shallow but just large enough to stand inside. I fantasize about having wooden or steel stocks built half into the back of the closet and half onto the inside of the closet door, such that if I stand naked in position, my ankles, wrists and neck become secured into the stocks when the door closes on me. Two small video cameras with infrared illuminators give Mistress a constant view of either my face or my genitals any time, but I will never know if she is looking.
She can speak to me over an intercom and listen if She pleases.
A pulse oximeter probe is strapped to my left big toe. If I begin to suffocate, Mistress will be alerted. If I become sexually aroused and my pulse rises, Mistress will know this perhaps even before I do.
If I am being punished, my weight is pressing my bare feet into dull spikes which produce first pain, then numbness with increasingly intense pain at my slightest movement, and a rising level of suffering which completely overcomes me, and breaks me, no matter what I do.
Posted by: restr41ned | December 30, 2009 4:26 AM