Down On My Knees

Current emotional and physical masochistic desires, felt needds.

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March 24, 2008

On the possibility of acting out, actualizing harsh and extreme BDSM desires in real life.

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November 5, 2007

Remembering one of my earliest images of degradation. The slavish desire to feel owned and controlled.

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November 4, 2007

Emotional stress, erotic strain of frustrated male masochistic cravings to be hurt, feel pain.

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June 27, 2007

When male masochistic desires become emotionally overwhelming: erotic anxiety and sexual desperation.

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June 18, 2007

On confessing my deepest submissive and masochistic desires to my loving, dominant partner.

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November 22, 2006

Pulling her behind me in a cart and having her lock me in an iron cage.

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The thrilling variety of genitorment within even loving sadomasochistic female dominant relationships.

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All the natural holistic ways with which you can reduce a masochist to willing tears.

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Having something having from my scrotal sac leaves me feeling very submissive.

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Involuntary orgasm and eating my own ejaculate.

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Another interesting Steffi illustration. This of a male slave kept in an unusual combination of barrel and cage, then left in the woods. Can't help but smile at such over-the-top F/m artwork.

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November 21, 2006

In your masochism, submission, fetishes are their experiences from your past that you are trying to recreate?

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September 8, 2006

Trying to discern the reality of my BDSM, masochistic and slavish desires from what I really need as a submissive man who love the woman / Goddess in his life.

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June 10, 2006

Confessions of a man who enjoys and dreams of having a woman confine and bind him with chains and fetters.

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April 1, 2006

I need for her to be a sadist, but her sadism has power only when it gives her pleasure and I am under her control.

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February 21, 2006

What qualities to you hope to find in a submissive man or woman, someone who might serve as your slave?

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February 11, 2006

Tell me your image, idea of the perfect Domme, Dom, Mistress or Master.

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A list of some of my strongest unsatisfied desires as a male slave masochist.

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January 19, 2006

On the slavish desire to be hurt until your body, mind and mouth begs for mercy.

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January 6, 2006

The masochistic desire to suffer for failings and flaws real or imaginary.

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December 21, 2005

Trying to manage my Femdom fantasy life.

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December 13, 2005

At what age did you know you were Mistress, Master, slave, submissive or whatever BDSM label you prefer?

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October 27, 2005

While my Goddess is away I dream of being able to once again worship her shoes, boots and feet.

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September 13, 2005

A voluntary F/m male slave's joy in being cuffed and collared.

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August 10, 2005

A day of erotic frustration when my slavish desires are a burden.

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August 4, 2005

Femdom stereotype: the cruel and heartless schoolgirl.

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August 1, 2005

Exploring unconditional surrender and maybe 24/7 female domination.

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July 26, 2005

Genital torment as a form of BDSM punishment.

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July 17, 2005

On the joy of being a foot worshipper and boot slave.

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May 23, 2005

On my adoration of my Goddess' boots, shoes and feet.

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April 14, 2005

Imagine your Domme has you bound, gagged. She puts a device on you that flashes lights before your eyes and music in your ears. Perhaps she spices it up with electrotorture.

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April 3, 2005

How does a masochist capture the love and hate of pain?

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March 30, 2005

I'm hungry to please my Goddes, I need to surrender to her totally.

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March 20, 2005

Two Eric Stanton drawings showing a dominant woman taking complete control of a man.

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February 13, 2005

I'd rather not indulge D/s fantasies while waiting for us to play in real life.

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February 12, 2005

The more this slave is punished the more pain he desires.

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January 19, 2005

I'm a masochist who wants to experience more pain than my owner is yet able to subject me to.

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January 11, 2005