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» Cravings
I’m in a mood of intense slavish and to a lesser degree masochistic cravings.
I used to say that I would master this. But sexuality is an elemental force. Its arrivals and departures are scheduled by inner drives beyond our control.
The energy will eventually burn itself out. Not the best solution: I’ll be exhausted. But the sometimes gut wrenching feelings are gone.
Lust is often beautiful but some days it is tedious and wearying.
Nice to have a weblog in which I can bitch about it :-)
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Richard (as Oliver Twist): Please ma’am… Can I have… Some more?
Alexandra: MORE?!!!!…………… Oh alright then, you god damned pain whore. thwack heel stab
Posted by: Alexandra | August 4, 2005 4:17 PM