This is a Joke
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Sometimes as I’m skimming through forums the essentially insane personal ads leave me feeling annoyance and pity. The other day those emotions expressed themselves in an inflamed whim when I posted this to alt.torture:
Extreme masochist seeks total real life slavery.
Subject me to pain: kick me, beat me, whip and torture me. Everything OK.
Degredation pig: humiliate me, shove me into the mud and make me wallow in your piss.
Mind control: treat me like a prisoner of war, lock me in a box, keep me in a cage and enjoy the sounds of my begging and pleading for release.
Take away my name, self-respect and identity.
Will give you all my money and move anywhere to be your abused thing.
This is a joke.
While I speak of annoyance and pity I’m not pretending that I don’t know what it is like to have those cravings. Raw demented hunger for experiences that you really couldn’t endure. Few people I suspect make any effort beyond posting personal ads at really trying to live them. If they do I hope they find a clear-headed sadist. And some very few perhaps get a severe lesson in the proverbial danger of getting what you wish for.
One of the many things I’m grateful for is that Alexandra understands this. She’s willing to help me explore what is plausible. And leaves me too happy to invest passion in the impossible.
Despite the last line of my bogus personal I did get an email from a man offering to make it real. Checking his email address I discovered his main interest is cannibalism!
I thought my “ad” would pass unnoticed. I was wrong. A few people responded quite angrily to my lack of sincerity. And a couple kind folks defended me.
The thread: Make me Scream and Beg Forever!
Comments
I am curious Richard if you actually fantasize about any of these things yourself? I have many fantasies both where I am Sadistic and where I am Masochistic I would absolutely NOT enjoy exploring for real. Some things are much more enjoyable in your head no?
Posted by: ASG | December 1, 2006 4:55 PM
I’ve written at length here about my more extreme fantasies and have some notes on that them that I’ll be posting shortly.
My real life BDSM experiences have spanned a range and have been very satisfying.
Sure, I have fantasies that would simply be foolish and crazy to even think of living. Normal enough on both sides of the sadomasochistic equation. Luckily most of us do know how to distinguish between the doable and the deadly.
Posted by: Richard | December 1, 2006 5:26 PM
Actually I have used such practices to reprogram slaves for other Masters. The program outlined is very effective, though it is very basic.
Posted by: Master Paul | April 21, 2007 6:02 PM