A Slave's Path No More
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Aspirant was once the only male I was aware of writing about an F/m relationship. Even though he and I have little in common his self-searching and devotion to the woman he calls master has often made him well worth reading.
Sadly A Slave’s Path will end. I only had so much time to put into this but I’ve selected ten entries that you might enjoy or profit from reading. Probably there are many of comparable quality or even better. Perhaps this sampling will encourage you to search his archives.
No surprise which topic I’d put first.
In the evening she brought down her cruel boots and had me put them on her. She asked me then to start licking, beginning at the bottom and proceeding to the top.
She caned me, and I was reminded that I am out of practice. She ran her fingers over my body and I shivered with delight. She held me down and kissed me, or just held me and looked at me, and I was reminded of the casual way that our cat played with it’s prey a few weeks ago.
An entry with quite a number of reader comments.
She called me her toilet afterwards; obviously an apt label. It dismayed and thrilled me. Oh how I wish she were more verbal about the humiliation she puts me through.
They’ve often played with orgasm control.
Instead of granting me release, she read something boring to me until I’d softened, then locked my up in a chastity device. Then she snuggled into my arms, placed one of my hands on her breast, indicating that I should massage it, and masturbated with her vibrator. By the end I think I was writhing and moaning as much as she was.
Playing with Sexual Frustration
And coped with a seemingly inevitable problem in relationships involving BDSM.
BDSM is like food for me. I enjoy it immensely, and when I am getting it regularly all is well. When I’ve gone without for a while I get hungry.
I’ve spent 25 years or more trying to understand my own involvement in BDSM. I’ve done fairly well at understanding what I seek, but the why of it has always been a mystery to me. Recently however, I’ve come to believe that I may understand a little of why I seek what I do.
An unexamined life isn’t worth living.
It started innocently enough when she ordered me upstairs and attached a heavy (but not our heaviest) chrome ball stretcher to my scrotum, then took me down stairs to use me as a footstool while she read the newspaper.
So Many Torments in a Single Afternoon
Is there a big difference between worshipping and adoring somebody? I do adore my master, and I feel quite priviledged and quite benefited when I am permitted to worship some part of her body.
His meditation on some of a famous list of rules for slaves.
128 Slave Rules - Finding the Value
S&M isn’t incompatible with romantic passion.
I do not think that Master’s love for me holds her back from using me when she is hungry. she seems to accept that it is okay for her to hurt me, perhaps a lot, and to enjoy it. On the other hand, I do not think she has ever gone as far as at least part of her would like to.
Does Love Interfere with the Mastery of a Slave?
Fairly abstract but should be clarifying for some people.
People incorporate punishment into their BDSM in many different ways.
Punishment in a Master/Slave Relationship
I salute him; maybe he’ll continue to write of his self-examinations again one day.
Comments
That is a pity :(
Posted by: Alexandra | December 25, 2005 4:41 PM