On Kneeling
» Humbling
I’ve been exchanging a few words with that remarkable and giving dominant woman Lady Julia (about which later).
When I first knelt before Alexandra on her last return to the US I started crying. My fulfillment was so deep. The only time in my life I wept for joy.
Given that and the very name of this site when I saw Lady Julia had written an entry entitled Kneeling I had to read it. The page concludes:
Hearing those whispered words that you ache to hear..
“Youre such a good boy..
So obedient..
So very pleasing…
Mmmm…. feels so good to obey…
It feels so good to please…”
While I don’t expect it to appear in the next Oxford Book of English Verse the words drained and elevated me. My colorful and torrid needs will never go away: thankfully she likes (most of) them. But when as I’m on my knees her fingers stroke the nape of my neck and she calls me her “good boy” I shudder with the almost inexpressible feeling of grace of a man who is exactly where he wants to be.
Comments
Dear Richard, Thank you for your humbling section. Searching google for Erotic Humiliation brings up your excellent blog. It seems it was time to check in on you! It is scary to discover one’s deep seated erotic needs, especially one as vulnerable as desiring to kneel before one’s love. At least in the traditional marriage proposal, the man kneels before the woman. There is no equivalent for the woman to kneel before the man, is there? Beauty
Posted by: Beauty | October 2, 2006 4:18 AM
A Google search for “wife kneels before husband” gets a few results. I have a dim recollection of women kneeling before men. Possibly for forgivenes or as part of an ancient or third world marriage rite. But nothing specific comes to mind.
Posted by: Richard | October 2, 2006 6:45 AM