Dark Dreams and Sweet Wishes
» My Inner Life
Maybe I need to clarify this.
Vodka!
Yes, I’m writing often about the darker side of emotional S&M. Thankfully at least a couple of you are willing to go there with me.
That I talk about these seemingly terrifying possibilities doesn’t mean that is all kink and fetish mean to me.
I have a conscious thread I’m developing.
The gentler side of power exchange was lost to me when my relationship ended. Because of the quality of emotion attached to that I have no desire to write about it now. That doesn’t mean I’m dead to it. Rather the reverse.
That a woman touching the back of my neck and telling me I’m her ‘good boy’ is so sacred to me that I’ll probably never again address it unless I again achieve it.
Comments
Yeah, I wish I could drink. Unfortunately I gave up drinking after I gave up my marriage.
Posted by: Beauty | October 29, 2007 8:10 PM
It isn’t obvious but the cap is on the bottle.
My relationship with liquor is complicated. I’ve enjoyed it, abused it, and been quite happy without it.
Posted by: Richard | October 29, 2007 8:49 PM
Hey…that’s not an actual picture of you is it?
Posted by: Dev | October 30, 2007 12:51 AM
It is. The photo is a few years old before my relationship with Charles caused me to put on too much weight.
Posted by: Richard | October 30, 2007 7:10 AM
Great to “see” you then :-)
Posted by: Dev | October 30, 2007 11:22 AM
Indeed!
Posted by: Eileen | October 30, 2007 12:12 PM
You look like somebody famous in this picture, although it is escaping me right this second….who? It will come to me in the middle of the night, I suspect.
Stopping by mostly to say “hi” and throw around a hug or two. *hug* :) hugs, E
Posted by: Elizabeth | November 4, 2007 10:23 AM
Springsteen comes to mind
Posted by: randy | February 7, 2009 2:00 PM