Intoxicated BDSM
» My Inner Life
Don’t know why but I was wondering last night what it would be like to do D/s after having drunk a bottle of Robitussin DM.
Yes, I know: never do S&M and bondage while high. Alexandra and I have done it often enough.
Robitussin is something that I haven’t done since I was in my late teens. Learned about it from a friend who discovered it while in a youth reformatory. It was a popular high among the incarcerated.
It was an interesting but not great high as I recall it. Slightly akin to a minor psychedelic whose name escapes me. Not that it was as much fun as a proper hallucinogen.
Mostly it was disorienting.
Being more disoriented - mentally helpless - is a part of BDSM that I’ve really wanted to explore more. But many of the techniques I can think of like sleep deprivation require time. Lots of time. And we normally play only for short periods.
So Robitussin occurred to me as an easy way of making myself feel more confused and dependent, under her thumb.
I’m not saying we’ll do it. Just one of those ideas that pass through your mind.
Hopefully we’ll at least see how it goes with me stoned during a session.

