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Since I often write five of these notes at a time but post them in the order that fits my mood I sometimes fear their visible sequence will leave me appearing even battier than I am.
My latent dominant side - not so latent outside of kink - pushes at me, seeking to rise up. And I keep telling that hunger to go sleep it off.
But all day long I’ve had this floating in and out of my brain.
I’m with a guy who has never explored his masochism or need to express submission. He is on his knees before me. I’ve locked his arms behind himself. Placed on a gag and hood. As he kneels before me bound, silent with everything but the sound of my voice blocked I talk to him.
Softly and calmly I focus his mind on his vulnerability and helplessness. I tell him stories of all the horrible things it is within my power to do to him. As my words take him down I watch his cock harden, his body twitch as he helplessly responds.
He is lost on the crossroads where fear meets lust. I am his nightmare and most ardent desire.


Comments
Beautiful post.
He is lost on the crossroads where fear meets lust. I am his nightmare and most ardent desire. I know that feeling well - and it is a wonderful feeling to have.
xx Dee
Posted by: Curvaceous Dee | October 17, 2007 12:49 AM
Wow Richard, another awesome post. I am going to have to tell my friends from high school about your blog, I know they would appreciate it. Your insight is so instructive and your ability to write about your feelings is brilliant. You are definitely a positive sex educator. Keep up the good work!
Posted by: Beauty | October 17, 2007 2:26 AM