Unquiet Switchiness
» My Inner Life
Bah, humbug! Not that I’m bitching about Xmas, which plays no more role in my life than Halloween or Veterans Day.
I lay awake this a.m. an interestingly bad new bondage idea when my D/s mood completely inverted. Again I was seeing myself as the dominant.
Again what has become my favorite image of being a kink top invaded my mind. I keep myself meeting this BDSM virgin gay guy and introducing him in a kind but firm way to power exchange and sadomasochism.
There’s no reason I can’t be fully a switch. Certainly while I’m not attached to someone. The whole idea of taking control just seems to grab me and won’t let go. Well, for an hour or so anyway.
But being a very silly man in some ways I want to resist, to reject the idea.
Well, I won’t suppress the feelings. That would be the evil thing to do.
I think the possibly interesting submissive male I mentioned in my prior note may have triggered at least some of this.
Ah, for the comfort of a nice sadist …
Comments
I don’t know why this prospect delights me, but it does.
I’m so evil. :)
hugs, E
Posted by: Elizabeth | December 4, 2007 4:41 AM
I’m about to do my own witchy-switchy. I’ve always been submissive but am on the road to dominating a man I’m totally hot for. Is it possible to switch for real?
Posted by: dreamy | December 4, 2007 1:51 PM
Depends on the person I think.
I suspect I could be happy as a top, bottom or vanilla member of a straight or gay relationship given the right partner.
Posted by: RIchard | December 4, 2007 2:02 PM
Hey Richard
Just wanted to take a second and let you know that I appreciate this blog(and have for some time). I’ve never commented on it, or on any of your others, but i’ve been reading them all for some time(since April or so of this year, since fetishlore began.) Well, thats it. Hope you you enjoy hearing an encouraging word from time to time.
AftertheFall
Posted by: AftertheFall | December 6, 2007 4:33 PM