But Honestly ...
» Prior Relationship
I want to qualify my last entry.
There are times when I wonder if the strength of my masochistic appetites isn’t a time bomb.
Just as I’ve confessed wariness that if my desire for D/s should exceed ours it could damage our relationship I’ve wondered likewise if my harsher cravings should come to dominate me.
Alexandra has faith in my as a reasonable and loving man. I know myself as a reasonable man who has been found himself trailing in the wake of many unreasonable desires and decisions.
Not that I’m losing sleep worrying about this.
But I sometimes wonder if I don’t seem to set myself up as a sort of mental health poster boy for BDSM.
I’m just as crazy as the rest of you.
