Taking a Walk on the Mild Side

Been a stretch since we’ve done anything kinky.

Last night Alexandra confessed a bit of guilty feelings that she wasn’t fulfilling her role as a top. She’s been having problem but I’ll leave it to her to describe them should she want to.

I’ve felt that she’s let me down at all. She just knows that D/s can elevate my mood.

My own S&M libido hasn’t been all that high. Still I’ve been feeling a need to be submissive. But I haven’t been able to focus on that. Money troubles - a legacy of my prior relationship - continue to distract me.

Despite my not feeling any distracting kinky ardor in the back of my mind lurks a desire for some overwhelming experience. For Alexandra to take me to the depths. Amazingly that isn’t bothering me. I’m at peace with my desires.

Spectacular things happen by luck and surprise. You can plan them only in the sense that the two people in a relationship can do their best to make one another happy.

And for all I know a gentle evening as her humble pet will be more than enough.