The Gap
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Alexandra enjoys crushing objects: cereal boxes, fruit, whatever.
Some men feel a sexual thrill seeing a woman crush things.
I don’t.
Licking up food she has ground into the floor knocks me far down in grovel space. The night I licked the crushed grapes will never be forgotten: being a helpless creature trying so hard to get it all up quickly lest I be punished.
Can’t recall where I found this. I laughed when I saw it. I spent a bit of time measuring wooden boxes hoping to find one just the right height. She hasn’t applied any pressure yet or I would be a bit flatter.
Having her step on my penis proved thrilling in a way I could never have anticipated.
Being her crush toy is exciting. Watching her stomp on a food container does nothing for me.
But she’d be delighted if it did. Ignoring the desire to submit I’d still want to please my lover.
It isn’t that I find object crushing offensive in the way I do sexist sissyfication. I have no feelings for it at all. If there were something in me to struggle against reorienting myself would be plausible.
The absence of feeling is perhaps impossible to modify.
Alexandra is sane and values our harmonies. She isn’t demanding that I change.
But I’d like to. How do you acquire a fetish you don’t have?
Comments
Ooh, I could crush a grape!
Posted by: Alexandra | May 30, 2005 9:15 AM
Grapes, oranges, watermelons, doughnuts, cereal boxes, soda bottles, mobile phones, Paul Oakenfold CDs, various body parts . . . &c.
Posted by: Richard | May 30, 2005 10:21 AM
Crush fetishes are developed at an early age, as far as I can tell. It’s something that’s hard for me to verbalize because it’s very idiosyncratic about what I find erotic about it and what I don’t. It’s almost like an attempt to explain it will just vaporize it.
This is something I’ll have to go into more detail about later. For the record I stamped on a fly that was on the kitchen floor the other day, and it didn’t do much for me. Probably didn’t do much for the fly either lol.
Posted by: Alexandra | May 30, 2005 12:55 PM
Hope you know I don’t feel critical of the crush fetish. Just hoping to find a way so that I can enjoy it to make you happy.
Posted by: Richard | May 30, 2005 1:05 PM
I know. And we both know it’s not that important, thankfully.
Posted by: Alexandra | May 30, 2005 1:12 PM
I love seeing Females crush and squish things!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: Crunch | June 23, 2005 9:30 PM