Attitude Adjustment : Coda
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A Fable of Core Slavish Hungers
Admittedly the attitude adjustment routines are akin to brainwashing.

An unusual drawing by Stanton: she kisses him before beginning to beat him.
When my inner movie house shows this feature it has many variations. A small cage instead of a stall or one of those chain link pet confinement areas and I’m kept outside.
Naturally it is all embellished with hesitations and failures that require correction.
But I didn’t want to tax my circumscribed powers anymore than I already did. And wanted to keep the sequence away from typical male slave written S&M porn (nothing wrong with that, but there’s a host of it out there).
(It was split into sections because I was chatting with Alexandra while typing it up and the divisions made it easier for me.)
To focus on the training was my goal.
Learning to accept orders that have no point other than to be obeyed.
Coming to feel grateful for even the food and water allowed.
Using loneliness to make the owner’s mere presence fulfilling in itself.
A spare scenario of emotional conditioning.
Given our relationship it isn’t something that Alexandra and I could actually enact.
If I were unattached would I try something like this? Given someone experienced and clearly trustworthy I suspect I would take the risk.



Comments
I enjoyed reading it, it’s almost skeletal in places but captures the essence well. I can’t see us doing this any time in the future, either, though I’m sure the same ideas can be explored in other ways :)
Posted by: Alexandra | January 4, 2006 8:47 PM
Keeping it skeletal was an attempt to keep it from just reading like, well, lot of stories I do read. I wanted to fix on what seems the most basic part of the experience.
You know I often hope to inspire you :-)
The feeding by hand came from the night you did that to me. I wanted to just melt and coalesce under your boots.
Posted by: Richard | January 4, 2006 8:57 PM
i really enjoyed this. i think you’ve captured the essence of what many male slaves often fantasise about.
Posted by: slrn579537605 | February 6, 2006 8:20 AM
There’s no getting around that many of my fantasies are commonplace. But the idea of BDSM and altered states of mind does interest me.
Thanks.
Posted by: Richard | February 6, 2006 8:42 AM
naked all the time?
Posted by: x | February 9, 2006 7:07 PM
“Naked and on knees” is pretty much a given in this kind of fantasy. And in reality when we do D/s.
Posted by: Richard | February 11, 2006 6:59 AM
I like your style! It captured the essence of such a meeting very well. Subtley scarce in its content. it conveys so much more. It made me yearn again for a new slave! Thanks for sharing.
Posted by: Dodge | June 19, 2006 1:26 PM
Dodge,
Thanks. Makes me feel good to know you enjoyed it.
Posted by: Richard | June 19, 2006 2:10 PM