Focusing on Pleasing Her
» Worship & ecstasy
One of the best things about my relationship with Alexandra is that we talk often and honestly.
A few nights ago we were sitting on the couch Alexandra told me that when I was acting as her slave too often I was thinking of myself. My smart assed masochist, pain whore side was causing me to focus on my own pleasure - seeking stronger pain - that of pleasing her.
The next time she took control of me I found that having been told did reinforce my conscious desire to keep my attention on doing what she wished and keeping my own cravings in the back of my mind.
There is no escaping my almost overwhelming need for physical pain but when I am focused on making her happy my joy in serving her is very beautiful.
Comments
Caging the new slave for its first week is one way to teach a slave to forget its selfish (even though masochistic) desires. “Remember, your are here to serve Me, on My terms and the way I say it should be,” is the message. Similarly, the introductory flogging that is said to be a standard feature of the old OWK. “Why am i being whipped, please? What did i do wrong?” — Nothing, slave, this is just to make sure you understand that you can be whipped any time a Lady wants it, just because She wishes you flogged. Now lick My boots and say ‘thank You’.”
Posted by: bootlicker | July 25, 2011 6:10 PM