Midnight Longings
» Worship & ecstasy
Midnight doubts are followed by midnight longings.
We’ve been having good conversations about the D/s part of our relationship. The more cleanly we make that connection the more I want to submit. So - you know this was coming - I keep seeing myself kissing and licking her boots.
Or just on my knees bowed down before her. This makes me very happy. I luxuriate in the submissive feelings that wash over me.
Sometimes having all the kinky hungers is a little distracting. Not in a bad way. But there’s something very peaceful in feeling just the need to be pleasing.
My fetishes don’t make me feel guilty. Alexandra loves me and wants me to be happy. And I think that as my Domme she’s enjoyed watching them cloud my eye and tie my tongue.
But the uncomplicated desire to adore and please her is the best gift I have to offer.
Comments
You don’t need to feel guilty about your dark secrets because you have me to punish you for them ;>
Posted by: Alexandra | January 15, 2006 9:13 PM
Ummm … I think you’ve added to my dark secrets. Which I guess will add to those punishments.
Oh poor me :)
Posted by: Richard | January 15, 2006 9:32 PM
i absolutly agree with you.there is are no words to describe the feeling a slave has when he is down there at divine feet of his goddess, knowing that his existence is to please and serve her and he has been doing justice to that.
Posted by: patnibhakt_pati | January 26, 2006 6:39 AM