Needing to Obey

The idea of 24/7 slavehood is just plain nuts.I am comlpetely nuts.I am so independant and comfortable in my own skin,says my Mistress.I think she is right,however I find investing myself in her is a complete reward and satisfies all of my needs.My deepest desire is to serve and anticipate her needs to make her life and mine complete.The play is how we found our roles.The play is just the spice.I create an environment of comfort,security,peace,safety,fun,a place her power can be complete.I don’t expect anything,but accept everything.First,I trust her completely and this can be a wonderful place to play.She has created ways to remove all reasons to love or want to be her slave.This tests my pledge to her and proves to me my pure love and submission.I can’t control how or if she loves me.I can only control my love and how I show it.This releases me from anything I need from her and I focus on giving everything.I waste no energy on protecting myself.The only answer I have for our 24/7 D/s relationship is that that is who we are.In this environment Mistress has time and energy for play,alot of play.As long as I view this play as her gift for she is never under pressure to do anything.

I’ll always wonder what it would be like to be under someone’s power all the time. When I was looking my goal was to find someone who would be willing to subject me to harsh short-term - 3 days to a week - 24/7 BDSM. I was curious to see what that might be like and how I’d handle it.